Whew!

At 1:41 PM on Friday, November 10, 2006

Life is like a food. It can be sweet, can be sour but If you'll try your best to cook it again It'll taste better and better...


I've only spent 3 days in school this week (minus the retreat trip on tues) but It felt like I was in school for a whole week! Module test is comin up, have to do a talk in English, finish my project etc etc.... I'm soooo stressed out! lol well, not really coz I get enough leisure time at home and during the weekend but I don't think I will have a good weekend tomorrow. Oh Life! This is life! I'm now starting to see the real world and the real meaning of life... before, It was nothing for me. I had this thinking that when a human being is born today, tomorrow he'll die. I've only been in this world for 14 years but so much had happened to me, well not that much. I use to have a rebel status and that wasn't long ago... depression had led me to be a rebellious pre-teenager. I cry and cry evernight. I thought God has forgoten me etc etc...but guess what he actually didn't and he never did...I've found God and my life became better. Thanks to the good people areound me who, inspite of everything, is always at my side. So much has changed in a short time. I realized that I've wasted a year crying, rebelling, cursing, hating etc. All the hate and bitterness are now washed away. I've learn to love every person I meet in this world even though you can't really please everybody and most importantly, I learned to appreciate the blessings that God pours to me everyday no matter how big or small it is. I may not be perfect but I try to be the best person. Live life like there's no tomorrow! Bitterness & Hateness are a waste of time... Why not look at the positive rather than the negative? Whew! Life is just......undescribable! =D

Love,
G Chic